Trust Jesus in All Things
It’s been a while since I’ve posted on this blog, but I’m back—for now. In early December, I started facing some health issues that I’m still recovering from. To top it off, the girls brought home the flu from school, so we’re still fighting with that. Aside from the flu, we still don’t know what’s causing how I’m feeling, & maybe we never will. I’m just tired and worn out. One of my new hobbies—making sourdough—has had to take a backseat, & I’m frustrated with my health. Not because I’m angry at God, but simply because I long to feel “normal” again.
“He said, ‘I came naked from my mother’s womb, & I will be naked when I leave. The Lord gave me what I had, & the Lord has taken it away. Praise the name of the Lord!’” - Job 1:21
I’ve been watching The Chosen, a show about the life of Jesus & His disciples. While I’m not here to debate how accurate the portrayal is, I do think it’s an incredible series worth watching. My husband & I recently finished the latest season & we’re already eagerly anticipating season 5.
There are so many memorable scenes, but one of my favorites comes from season 3, episode 2, featuring little James. James, who is disabled, bravely opens up about his struggles. In that moment, Jesus’ words to him are so powerful. What James hears is that Jesus trusted him. JESUS trusted him. Every time I think about that, my brain can’t quite wrap itself around the depth of it. Here’s the clip from the show.
He trusted James & I can’t help but wonder if He feels the same way about me. No, I haven’t been physically healed either yet, but I’m still here on earth —& for that, I’m thankful. I need to remind myself of how far I’ve come & all the obstacles I’ve overcome, whether it was my battle with alcohol or my ongoing struggles with health. I know Jesus is fighting for me, even when I can’t see Him. He’s here, comforting me & pushing me to grow into a better version of myself & as I trust in Him.
“For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect & complete, needing nothing.” - James 1:3-4
If you’re struggling in this winter season, know you’re not alone. I still feel that way sometimes right now! Maybe it’s time to try something that can shift your focus: download the Bible app & dive into the Word (Psalms is a great place to start!). You could also listen to worship music or find a Christian podcast that speaks to your heart. These little steps can help remind you to be thankful for Jesus, instead of being overwhelmed by the weight of the world’s problems. In faith & community, we discover resilience & the support we need to keep moving forward.
What small step can you take today to shift your focus back to Jesus, even in the midst of the struggle? How can you invite others to walk alongside you in this season of growth and hope? Remember, even in the hardest seasons, you’re never alone—take one step at a time, & trust that God is with you every step of the way.
